fuckedy fuck fuck fuck. i've had a horrible fucking day and i'm feeling horrible and shitty now. and to top off my shitty ass day i go to post and unload my feelings onto lj and i find out my fucking acct has been suspended!!!!!! what the fuckedy fuck? what the hell did i say that suspended it? and there wasn't any warning either! fuck you, livejournal. motherfuckers. i'm mad at this boy. we went on a date last nite. i like him. he wanted to cuddle with me and kiss me. we cuddled but it didn't feel right to kiss him just yet. so i kinda pulled away. we hung out from 7pm to 1am. when he left he didn't say "i had fun, we should do this again" nothing. grrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! ok fine. he messages me on skype today (only because he thought i messaged him) and was like "hi, thought you were working today. oh wait, this is old" blah blah. so i message him from the social networking website we met on and i'm like "sorry i missed your skype message, i was working" blah blah. he wants to talk a bit on this website but still doesn't say "i had a nice time, let's do this again" blah blah blah. tell me you had a nice time and you wanna see me again or else don't fucking talk to me!!!!!!!!!!! you mother fucker! i don't wanna make small talk with you while i'm wondering whether i'll ever get to see you again.

this is why you should never meet someone from a social networking website!!!!!!!!!!!!! just say no to meeting people from the internet!!!!!!! don't ever give a guy your email address or AIM screen name!!!!!! make it impossible for him to get a hold of you unless it's through a phone call. men are lazy bastards.